ramblings 4

I am so tired of getting up and sitting at the computer and just making it thru each day.I know Lord I shouldnt feel that way.Its so depressing.I started taking my antidepressant's again to.Woopie for pills..not really they dont make you happy.Im missing something sometimes I feel. all I need is to get closer to God to fulfill what he has for me each day.But I dont seem to be doing it.I cried n cried this morning n last night.
I feel bad for dee.

the one on the right is my sister I love, she stole my dads money and his truck.And then kicked him out .How can she still say she is a child of God and do that?

How are they able to go to church and hold their head up.I love her, but Im so sorry for her.

I feel bad for evey one.