RAMBING

Its still rambling along.today has been so much better than most, I thank the lrod for that.
Its all about letting go of the world and making it all to do with the lord.I know that, but living here
in the flesh is not easy to over come.Its a daily battle.
I feel sorry for my sisters and brothers, spiritual and in the flesh.Its not so easy.
I talked to my son today, about it and He is trying to let the lord do the leading.I pray with all my heart
He isll find his place in the lord.
I get my new dvd player tomorrow .God the embroidery card and transfer today.
I think I know how to use it..lol.Oh for the ambition to clean my room and where to put the stuff on the table..
sigh..dont know..have material and felt every where.
Yolanda got 2 mor dogs yesterday, havanese male n female, both very cute, but that means 2 have to go..emma will need to find a home and after peaches has her pups she will go to bob and chucks to be their dog and have pups for them.she is a sweetie and will be loved and taken good care of.
Hard to get the kids to keep the kitchen up, but they do their nights for the carpet and floors really good.

I thank them for that even if  we have to pay them..lol..God is good and looking for his coming at all times..This is  a picture of my sherrie, I miss her so, my heart was heavy for her this morning..But all is well
God is good.. smile

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I am so tired of getting up and sitting at the computer and just making it thru each day.I know Lord I shouldnt feel that way.Its so depressing.I started taking my antidepressant's again to.Woopie for pills..not really they dont make you happy.Im missing something sometimes I feel. all I need is to get closer to God to fulfill what he has for me each day.But I dont seem to be doing it.I cried n cried this morning n last night.
I feel bad for dee.

the one on the right is my sister I love, she stole my dads money and his truck.And then kicked him out .How can she still say she is a child of God and do that?

How are they able to go to church and hold their head up.I love her, but Im so sorry for her.

I feel bad for evey one.

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I cry, I cry for lots of reasons, my family .My kids.My lack of sleep..ha ha ha .
I try to go with the flow, if I can sleep I do it , if I cant I try to do something else.Im just tired of
the flow now, its not flowing.Its sick, demented and mean.
How can you sleep one hour when your tired and cant go back to sleep.Im sick of it.

Im also sick of face book.The hypocrites, the liars and uncaring, and selfish , unconcerned people and the filth also.Pray for me, and some one with a filthy mouth and uncovered body, say I will.God does not hear those prayes, ONly if they are asking for forgiveness.How many ask for forgiveness for their sins.The world is so full oof evil, one can hardly stand to get out in it.and reading face book is like readying the world.

I feel bad for dee, she wants to go fishing , but has dad and we dont have a bedroom for him.I feel bad.
Im sorry there is no one else to help her.I feel like a bad person.

time to eat.sigh..




My son, I pray , n pray Dear Lord deliver him , make him whole with your holy spirit.Lead and guide us dear blessed Lord Jesus.amen

Ramblings2

I went to bed, and did get more sleep.Thank the dear and precious Lord Our Savior.
I woke up up because willy was coughing.I hope he is not getting sick.I pray and pary,
I must be doing something wrong.I need to be on my knees more.Dear lord give me
faith and help me to get closer to you.You are my only hope in this life, you are life.
Yolanda couldnt make it all the way home, she had to stop at chucks to sleep.Im glad she does that.
Lord Keep her and watch over her.Thank You dear Lord.Have to sell gigi to pay for Honey's breeding.
She hasnt sold yet.Lord help sell her.Thank you LOrd.Goly to God my savior in all things.

RAMBLINGS 1

Some times I feel like just rambing about how I feel and why I dont like something or another.
Mostly its that I feel sad and have no one to expres it to.
I feel bad for the world of people that are so lost and sick and empty and hungry .And how much they need
Jesus.My heart gets heavy for the sins of the world , they have no compassion , no love.Even those close to
you have no love.Selfish and self centered, is the world of today.I see some that try to do good.Its like a dorp of ink in a bucket of water.But at lest they are trying.I pray for all those that are working for others.
To serve is to be like Jesus.Am I serving any one, doing any thing to help any one.I try.I do feel I am selfish sometimes, not like I use to be.As  I get older there is less about me I need or even want. I blow smilies to my friends and loved ones.I pray for them all.And feel I need to some how get closer to God, I want to be in that number, on the day the Lord comes for his bride.

What I want is to not breed and just have a few dogs to love.I hate it that we have to bred to get by.blow me a smile...